tour 3 day 1- reunited

my regular partner came back safely from his coronavirus quarantine and I was really relieved. like yeah it's nice to have some variety in who you work with sometimes, but more often than not it's just you wandering around aimlessly.

I am not a person who does very well without a sense of purpose. it took a couple "brain machine broken" weeks to realize i gotta get up in the morning with a specific goal or destination in mind or my brain thinks it's time to hit the "IS IT TIME TO DIE? I WOULD LIKE TO DIE" switch. this is not to be confused with the TOO MANY GOALS, DO THE TASKS switch that is right next to that and they get pressed one after the other in quick succession

Also, FORESHADOWING. It's interesting looking back at the previous weeks and seeing when exactly shit started hitting the fan re: coronavirus